When I think about what we used to be, I think about how a text from you would make my day. How whether we talked or not would determine if I was happy or sad. How I was always wondering how you really felt, never knowing for sure. I think you were afraid to show me everything, afraid to commit. Or maybe you are really just a player and didn’t ever actually like me, but I don’t believe that. I guess truly I won’t ever know for sure. But what I do know is I never want to have that feeling of letting someone have complete control over my emotions again, because now that I can finally breathe again I see just how much you let me down.